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N Thursday, August 28, 2008 / 3:40 PM
Rebond hair? lol
duno want bo..~_~ for now..heard do 1 time for whole life hair striahgt...i noob at these XD
but at end of these year gona dye yellowish brown hair like my god jie jie and ah long..keep long also..=D...
duno want bo..~_~ for now..heard do 1 time for whole life hair striahgt...i noob at these XD
but at end of these year gona dye yellowish brown hair like my god jie jie and ah long..keep long also..=D...
; So Emo
N Wednesday, August 27, 2008 / 4:24 PM
Let me be your estasy ~_~..
Lungs filling with salt water, I struggled to breathe. I understood that of all the training I had done was not enough. Coughing, choking, unable to oxygenate, I experienced fear, anger, panic, determination, resolve... And then calm acceptance of the inevitability of death. I was completely alone, but felt a heightened connection to life. I made peace with the world in those brief moments, and felt a deep sense of tranquility, a one-ness with the earth from which we came, and inescapably from where we will return...
For what is dead can never die, but rises again harder and stronger.
My recent brush with death has awakened emotions that have been locked inside me for far too long. I no longer fear death, but rather embrace life and all its follies. I can think of no more suitable a place to have reached this enlightenment than Rio de Janeiro, where the depths of the ocean lead to the very steps of heaven's gates-nor with any other companions, my fellow brothers of the sword.
Throughout my early years as an adult, I have confronted most of my childhood fears. Facing them all with my head up and shoulders squared. Few are the ones that have left me distraught. Many are the battles I have resolved in serenity.
As a young child, anxiety held me hostage. I rarely spoke a word in public for fear of being noticed. I was timid. I was gripped with an unexplainable fear of interacting with my surroundings. I didn't quite fit in to the societal norms, and spent most of my time outdoors, playing with insects, plants, and ... my imagination. As I grew older, I learned that taking risks and never accepting defeat were the only true ways of reaching success. Thinking about those moments of helplessness, I still agree with these concepts. I am not only living, but I am alive. The part of me that I no longer need is dead.
From the words of a sage, I have no ego. I belong not to myself but to the world, I am a religious man but belong to no religion, I believe in spirituality but believe in no divine being, I die every night and am reborn every day. I do not believe in an end or conclusion, I believe security and stability brings fear and conflict, I believe in creativity and constant movement of the soul. I believe vice and virtue are all vanity, I believe all desire and motive blinds the soul, I embrace all emotions and conflicts that come my way, I believe through meditation and completely immersing myself in conflict shall I dissolve conflict and impure reactions. I believe freedom takes no form and takes on no ideologies and has no methods, I believe through nothingness can one attempt to seek truth and beauty in their purest forms, and rediscover freedom.
quoted from steven lin..lol..from M's homepage..~_~..n the picture also..lol
nth much to blog
; So Emo
N Tuesday, August 26, 2008 / 11:34 PM
No aim for life now..live 1 day count 1 day
What is god..does he even exist.yes i came from a christian family and christian school.my family all go to church except me..i dun belive in god..i only belive in the doing of a human that is extraordinary
What is family.in dictionary terms they are people that are blood related to you.they have same surname and haf few same DNA as u.
What if 1 day you will just collasp and die.Nth much you can do about it.happen to 2 person i noe 2 years back.Uncle francis just collasp n died..he is my dad's side family his sis's husband..my aunt's husband and 1 girl i noe n hold dear to...
My mum and dad divorce..i stay with dad n sis..but i dun feel the family bonds with them anymore..what to do? i wonders myself..
I live to roam around looking for and to protect the friends i held dearly
What is god..does he even exist.yes i came from a christian family and christian school.my family all go to church except me..i dun belive in god..i only belive in the doing of a human that is extraordinary
What is family.in dictionary terms they are people that are blood related to you.they have same surname and haf few same DNA as u.
What if 1 day you will just collasp and die.Nth much you can do about it.happen to 2 person i noe 2 years back.Uncle francis just collasp n died..he is my dad's side family his sis's husband..my aunt's husband and 1 girl i noe n hold dear to...
My mum and dad divorce..i stay with dad n sis..but i dun feel the family bonds with them anymore..what to do? i wonders myself..
I live to roam around looking for and to protect the friends i held dearly
; So Emo
N / 5:18 PM
Kuro send me this pic of his dog..cute hor..lol..heart shape the mark
haiz duno y now got computer problem..everytime trying to off it keep say got some part not responding then need end it be4 can shut down..also..just now on com need check Disk for NTFS for contistancy ar.. =_= i not com genius duno what to do..lol..wait break downfind 1 repair man lor =_=V
The redeem team aka the USA team won basketball Champion gold...weee.lol..old news but wat the heck.consist of the following member
Lebrone James,Carmelo Anothny,Jason Kidd,Kobe Bryant,Chris bosh,Chris Paul,Dwayne Wade,Dwaye Howard,Prince,Williams,michael redd..=D
Duno y..Pass few day miss this particular friend..Roslina aka xiaodevilx..lol..she still yea yea maple i think..Mayb coz edmund n jiawei pass few day maple maple..Discription of nana..same as me in age..birthday next month..lesbo lesbo kind of girl..hyper active..
; So Emo
N Monday, August 25, 2008 / 8:45 PM
Today...
well late for school again..reach school at 11am..~_~..diarrioah
nth much happen
just that desmond walk out of class coz not happy with 1 of the classmate during BPF lesson..
ja neh...turning my com finally let it rest..graphic lag again liao..
well late for school again..reach school at 11am..~_~..diarrioah
nth much happen
just that desmond walk out of class coz not happy with 1 of the classmate during BPF lesson..
ja neh...turning my com finally let it rest..graphic lag again liao..
; So Emo
N Thursday, August 21, 2008 / 4:00 PM
something dame fuk happen today
well school ened at 3pm..
i go IMM buy some stuff then ta pau long john go home
was waiting at opposite the bridge there for my bus.then this lao uncle come tap at my shoulder.as all noe.my mp3 is on my ear always.blast music.
Discription of the ah pek,60-70 bald,well english spoken with normal office suit n long pants..
Below is the discription of what happen
AH pek tap my shoulder
i remove earpiece
AhPek:OI
Kelvin v friendly reply : yes?
Ahpek: u should not always listen to mp3.i wan talk to you
Kelvin:yea how can i help u?sry about that
Ahpek:you know how go mrt or not?i not sure the way
Kelvin:i noe how to get to clementi mrt but not sure about jurong
Ahpek:if i wan go clementi u think i will ask u anot,use ur common sense stupid shit(yes he raelly call me a stupid shit
Kelvin:sry i really duno how go jurong mrt..
Ahpek start insult me and my colledge say my colledge all pai kia ar n so
AhPek : thx god i am not ur grandfather or i would have wack you
Kelvin : thx god you are not my grandfather coz i wan wack you now
*Kelvin wacked the ahpek* heng no1 at the bustop at the time..
Update on my life in next few weeks
Sep 2x=nana's birthday .lol..she today send linkmail =/
sep 11=WEE TERRORIST BOMB usa wolrd trade tower aniversray
Sep 1x=Lunar 15/8..eat moon cake XD yummy~
Sry..Forgot Yann's,XiaoWei and alot people's birthday..LOL...Kelvin is forgetful..
well school ened at 3pm..
i go IMM buy some stuff then ta pau long john go home
was waiting at opposite the bridge there for my bus.then this lao uncle come tap at my shoulder.as all noe.my mp3 is on my ear always.blast music.
Discription of the ah pek,60-70 bald,well english spoken with normal office suit n long pants..
Below is the discription of what happen
AH pek tap my shoulder
i remove earpiece
AhPek:OI
Kelvin v friendly reply : yes?
Ahpek: u should not always listen to mp3.i wan talk to you
Kelvin:yea how can i help u?sry about that
Ahpek:you know how go mrt or not?i not sure the way
Kelvin:i noe how to get to clementi mrt but not sure about jurong
Ahpek:if i wan go clementi u think i will ask u anot,use ur common sense stupid shit(yes he raelly call me a stupid shit
Kelvin:sry i really duno how go jurong mrt..
Ahpek start insult me and my colledge say my colledge all pai kia ar n so
AhPek : thx god i am not ur grandfather or i would have wack you
Kelvin : thx god you are not my grandfather coz i wan wack you now
*Kelvin wacked the ahpek* heng no1 at the bustop at the time..
Update on my life in next few weeks
Sep 2x=nana's birthday .lol..she today send linkmail =/
sep 11=WEE TERRORIST BOMB usa wolrd trade tower aniversray
Sep 1x=Lunar 15/8..eat moon cake XD yummy~
Sry..Forgot Yann's,XiaoWei and alot people's birthday..LOL...Kelvin is forgetful..
; So Emo
N Wednesday, August 20, 2008 / 2:28 PM
Future plan?
arrgg duno what to do nowadays
What i planing is..next year army..come out dye hair XD then poly if can ~_~
Haiz dame sian sia..go out with friend..all call me didi..coz i look like kid now also =_=?or is long they all too musclar building..seriously i go out with friends..all like macho macho 1..arms very thick in muscular way..mine skinny skinny..only thing is i got more hair then them nia...LOL..only thing is the girls call me kor instead of didi except afew old "girl" that are too old for me =D...
Michael Phelps got 8 gold for olympics..lol..Olympics cheer leaders all wear dame hot..my friend keep say this is call sell sex unintentionlly
; So Emo
N Thursday, August 14, 2008 / 3:51 PM
Tears
Tears of joy
Tears of sadness
Tears of pain
Tears of love
Tears of irritation(worst kind)
Why human cry.tears is part of human.we cry coz of our emotions.As man evolve to high specis, they tend to be greedy and manys are neglected.Human are borned greedy.Why cant we turn back to the days where everything is so simple.no war just peace..
Awaiting for the next goal in life
Tears of joy
Tears of sadness
Tears of pain
Tears of love
Tears of irritation(worst kind)
Why human cry.tears is part of human.we cry coz of our emotions.As man evolve to high specis, they tend to be greedy and manys are neglected.Human are borned greedy.Why cant we turn back to the days where everything is so simple.no war just peace..
Awaiting for the next goal in life
; So Emo
N Wednesday, August 13, 2008 / 3:59 PM
Oh,even the defeat pretend to elevate their wisdom n words
Lucky is he who suffers
because of those wound and temptation in life
My God,Divine Fire,have mercy
of the so holy,so serene,so begine,so pleasent
of the pure lily
found this..finally someone upload it on youtube..1 of my fravourite anime..Elfen Lied..story talks about this girl lucy..main female lead n the male female lead since child love each other..but the girl was a pysco killer..but she kill it out of no choice..the guy n girl eventually seperated and finally meet up 10 plus years later..but the girl was on the hunted list of the army..the army wan expriment on her n so..interested ifind out mroe or watch it on youtube or so ba..XD..
this anime change me well alot..watch it 2-3 years back..is sad,yet scary,yet romantic
WARNING SUPER BLOODY
the ending song=be your girl..v nice also..will post more
Lyric
Baby i wan be your girl
baby,all i need is you
even though you are with me so much now
even though you love me this much now
time isnt on my side
i cant be your girlfriend
again and again i though i was okay with that
i'm sharing you with somebody else but
again and again i cry knowing i dun wan that
i wanna be your girl
even if it is a lie,even if it is just a peace of my mind
come on,please
you are the only 1 inside me
tell me i'm the only one you love
http://www.animenewsnetwork.com/video/75/ the trailer link
; So Emo
N Tuesday, August 12, 2008 / 1:08 AM
Top picture Saori kimura..bottom pic Megumi Kurihara...LOL..pass few days watching Olympics..this is Japanese Volleyball team..got qutie afew chio bu..lol..XC say love this 2..i love tihis 2 also..LOL..currently jap 1 win 1 lose..kinda at the back of the division..hopefully they can get medals..coz if no..XC sure v heart pain..XD....
Ytd also Mens Basket ball..USA vs China..101 to 7x ar..USA pwn china real bad..lol..expected la..USA got highest pay athelets Kobe Bryant n Lebrone Brown..pwn china like no kik...
tmr school reopen...going to sleep le..chee bai teacher gimme Letter of undertaking..i nvr pon..still kana..fuk it..
; So Emo
N Monday, August 11, 2008 / 12:10 AM
WEEE~
Xue's 23rd Birthday just over..LOL..well 10mins ago over le..
Introduction of Xue:My friend.A evil girl XD,,,age 23(duh dats y celebrate her 23rd birthday)..Canadian Chinese..Low Self-Esteem ( keep say ownself not pretty =_=).like all girls do act cute sometime..LOLLLLLL...Alex's soon-to-be Wife hopefully..LOL...XD(kelvin is evil also)if she became alex wife..think alex will kana murder also..LOL~~~~~..
Xue's 23rd Birthday just over..LOL..well 10mins ago over le..
Introduction of Xue:My friend.A evil girl XD,,,age 23(duh dats y celebrate her 23rd birthday)..Canadian Chinese..Low Self-Esteem ( keep say ownself not pretty =_=).like all girls do act cute sometime..LOLLLLLL...Alex's soon-to-be Wife hopefully..LOL...XD(kelvin is evil also)if she became alex wife..think alex will kana murder also..LOL~~~~~..
; So Emo
N Saturday, August 9, 2008 / 12:17 AM
yo sup every1..
Watching Olympic now =_=
i wan fuk ken snail they all upside down sia..they make me miss outa lot part of the opening ceremony..ESPECIALLY THE JAPANESE TEAM ENTER PART!!! kanina alot chio bu 1..the jap team chear leader i c uniform dame sexy..waiting them but then ken call me then i miss them come in =_=..kanina..hopeing got CHONG PUO(replay) ..
post later..TOP PICTRE =my idol..LOL..Rynn Lin yu zhong..got it from his blog..
http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/indexlist_1245730943_2.html
; So Emo
N Friday, August 8, 2008 / 8:51 PM
nth much =_=
tmr=national day
10 aug day after=Xiao Xue Snowy's birthday..age 23..marryable age..which guy interested plz woo her..LOL..
Ytd hunted house..
Me,Desmond,Ming Kai,Joanne go...lol..i am 1st in line duh..~_~..not scary at all..but joanne cry n some other student fainted..LOL..i 1st in line nth happen..me mingkai n desmond laugh laugh come out..lol people thought we sot sot..
1st ghost is the white face long long 1..american horrow film tat 1..duno what name..2nd ghost=Phontina..grap joanne until she cry..lol..3rd ghost seibei farni..she under chair grab my leg..the grab my leg then i bend down grab here..LOLshe freak out..lol..but smooth hand..got wear braclet..must be the chinese girl i saw outside..quite chio..LOL..4th ghost is the 1 stand on leddar scared people..about 5min..then no more =_=
Was held by etp club..GUESS WHO IS AT THE DOOR..LOL..Geraldine or jerelyn..not sure how spell or which..she wears sports bra+blue sports singlet+super mini shorts..can almost zhou guang lor...dame sexy..LOL...will try post picture if i can find =_=..
tmr=national day
10 aug day after=Xiao Xue Snowy's birthday..age 23..marryable age..which guy interested plz woo her..LOL..
Ytd hunted house..
Me,Desmond,Ming Kai,Joanne go...lol..i am 1st in line duh..~_~..not scary at all..but joanne cry n some other student fainted..LOL..i 1st in line nth happen..me mingkai n desmond laugh laugh come out..lol people thought we sot sot..
1st ghost is the white face long long 1..american horrow film tat 1..duno what name..2nd ghost=Phontina..grap joanne until she cry..lol..3rd ghost seibei farni..she under chair grab my leg..the grab my leg then i bend down grab here..LOLshe freak out..lol..but smooth hand..got wear braclet..must be the chinese girl i saw outside..quite chio..LOL..4th ghost is the 1 stand on leddar scared people..about 5min..then no more =_=
Was held by etp club..GUESS WHO IS AT THE DOOR..LOL..Geraldine or jerelyn..not sure how spell or which..she wears sports bra+blue sports singlet+super mini shorts..can almost zhou guang lor...dame sexy..LOL...will try post picture if i can find =_=..
; So Emo
N Wednesday, August 6, 2008 / 1:10 AM
today dame fanri...
sepp msn me
Potato ♥ Tomato ---> Ben Dan ~ Ben Dan says:
thought u went army adi?
[Kelvin]My Immortal-Evanensence© says:
registered liao..next step then go in..this month only done the admin paper all these
[Kelvin]My Immortal-Evanensence© says:
~_~
*i stop here duno what sepp doing or so le..LOL..then sepp no longer replys* =/
dame sian..nth to blog about..bla bla..
Notice 1 thing in school..since this classmate of mine..Nur Atiqah(duno how spell) change hair..her hairstyle now look like my ling..LOL..but she malay..ling=chinese duh...but ling now sec school=Horse backside hairstyle..LOL..well standard sec/primary school hairstyle ~_~..but weekend girls put down their hair look SUPER different from the way they look in school
sepp msn me
Potato ♥ Tomato ---> Ben Dan ~ Ben Dan says:
thought u went army adi?
[Kelvin]My Immortal-Evanensence© says:
registered liao..next step then go in..this month only done the admin paper all these
[Kelvin]My Immortal-Evanensence© says:
~_~
*i stop here duno what sepp doing or so le..LOL..then sepp no longer replys* =/
dame sian..nth to blog about..bla bla..
Notice 1 thing in school..since this classmate of mine..Nur Atiqah(duno how spell) change hair..her hairstyle now look like my ling..LOL..but she malay..ling=chinese duh...but ling now sec school=Horse backside hairstyle..LOL..well standard sec/primary school hairstyle ~_~..but weekend girls put down their hair look SUPER different from the way they look in school
; So Emo
N Friday, August 1, 2008 / 12:39 PM
1 aug..friday..=_=
3 more days to army
today read news..DonP n suffa left the M team...=-=...sian sia..so long tgt but left...Once a Machi...Forever a Machi
XiaXue kana sued by Dawn yang i think..lol..
lifeless..everyday wondering wat game to play...suddenly wan play back pirate king online also..but then now pko v screwed..but got friend playin still =_=..Trail reaching lvl 99 soon i heard...
As bill goldberg always said
WHATS NEXT...
3 more days to army
today read news..DonP n suffa left the M team...=-=...sian sia..so long tgt but left...Once a Machi...Forever a Machi
XiaXue kana sued by Dawn yang i think..lol..
lifeless..everyday wondering wat game to play...suddenly wan play back pirate king online also..but then now pko v screwed..but got friend playin still =_=..Trail reaching lvl 99 soon i heard...
As bill goldberg always said
WHATS NEXT...
; So Emo
